Hi simontemplar!!!
Sorry if my karma story makes you see me in a different light...
People do a lot of stupid sh*t when they're young... And I am absolutely NO EXCEPTION. This of course, doesn't justify what I did... so I am not even going to try to make any excuses for it. What I did was wrong... and I'll be the first to admit it.
I made a lot of mistakes in my life... but you know what? So does everybody else! The most important thing is to learn from your mistakes... and not to repeat them again. Which I haven't.
"The guy who took me shopping" happened years ago when I first started this business. If you remember from one of my first threads here... I even said that when I realize a client is having feelings for me now... feelings which I don't reciprocate... I tell them right away... even if it means losing them as a client. About 2 years ago, I had a really good tipping client tell me that he was falling in love with me, and that he wanted to leave his wife and kids to be with me. I told him straight that I'm not interested in him in that way... and that he shouldn't be interested in me in that way either. I told him that being in a MP is like being in a fantasy... which is just that... a fantasy. Once you leave... that's the real world out there... waiting for you... not inside a MP. You can not take a fantasy into the real world... it just doesn't work that way. He kept on coming back... despite me telling him over and over again that I'm not interested... Each week he continued telling me how he's going to leave his wife and kids for me... until I finally refused to see him anymore.
So people change. I'm definitely not the same person as I was years ago... and thank God for that! I did so many stupid things in the past.... which I definitely would not do today.
As for "most MPA's have total distain for us paying clients", that's totally not true... I have a few clients that's followed me around for years, who I really enjoy seeing. Not only because they pay me well... but because they're really nice to me... giving me advice about life, love, finances,...and everything else. After a while... it's almost like we're friends or something... A few of them, I actually look forward to them coming.
And as for us being "in-it-for-the-money", I'm not even going to TRY to deny that... that IS "THE" NUMBER ONE REASON why we're in it.... Number 2 is probably because it's easy and there's no skills required. (Sorry... I'm just the type of girl who tells it like it is and can't keep my big mouth shut.)
As for you "going to see the other girls who hide their true feelings better"... Everybody has their preference.... And there's absolutely nothing wrong with that. Some guys like the "fantasy sessions"... Some guys like the "reality sessions"....
Me? I'm the type who "doesn't think before I speak" most of the time, and I can not hide or control my feelings. Which I must admit... makes me not a very good MPA sometimes because we really should treat ALL customers nice. Or at least try to... When I don't like someone... (good thing it doesn't happen too often)... I can not hide it. No matter how hard I try... I just can't. It'll just show on my face. And I'm a horrible liar too.... I usually forget 5 seconds later.
As for me "not having a nice opinion of guys who go to MPs"... That's defintely not true!!! Why would I "not have a nice opinion of guys who goes to a MP"? Last time I checked... I work in one myself! That doesn't make me a "not nice" girl......