Now since many of you are eager to know my experience as a paid Indie and how I got in here, I thought to write it down.
Covid literally fucked my life. Mom lost her Job, Dad was unwell due to some health issues and as a single child I had to
take up the responsibility and face the challenge. I was having my job but that wasn't enough. This was the time I literally
understood the value of money and savings which I failed at doing when I had the opportunity to do.
Life isn't fair always hence at times you dont realize wats good and bad, You just aim for things to get sorted at your end.
I went on asking for help to a well known Reviewer here.. He Said Remya I cant help you with money however I have group
of friends who would like to meet you and pay you. I laughed and replied oh paid Sex? He said dont judge me
but yeah kind of.. You meet them treat them well.. spend some good time, make them feel comfortable and they will pay you.
I was not ready for this but I took 2 days to reply him back and then on the 3rd day I myself called him and said I am all game for this.
He replied just get out of it once you meet your target.. This place is not for you. I said ok cool
3 months and I dont want to see you here. I said ok
I started getting messages ...decent ones It starts this way.
" Hi Dear, This is Raj
I would like to meet you, Please let me know the convenient time.
Kindly let me know the Dos and Don'ts before we finalize the deed. I dont want to
disappoint you in any ways. Can I see your pics.
I attended around 20 calls in a day. I was super happy, I felt like a celebrity. Mallu maal in the business was a hot news amongst the mongers.
December 16 2021.
I attended my first client. I was first introduced on 2nd Edition server by one of the known Reviewer here on MP. My first client was Zypher. Let me
tell you something 2nd edition has quality mongers. No doubt because I have met many from that server and must admit
they know how to behave and approach girls. Lets talk about my first client Mr Zypher sheer gentleman.We spoke
we fixed the deed, We met. I was Naรฏve and I had no idea about this world. He asked me one question Remya is your real name?
I replied yes. Oh so what made you use your real name. I had no idea about what he was talking. I was blank with no answer.
He smiled and said change your number once you are out of it. I am sure you wont be planning to stay for a longer period.
I replied hmmm. Sex was ok... I was not feeling like because I am not comfortable with someone whom I dont know.
Lekin kya karna padta hai..I was nervous but I satisfied him Well. We ended up with a BJ and missionary's wont be putting thing in detail
mereko pakk raha hai. My review was positive and Demand increased however it was informed to the guys to keep calm or else the supply shall
quit once she meets her target but I was getting my clients and I was getting paid. I met few mongers bloody techy mongers who helped me
getting some offline Jobs..as in customer service for online gaming portals. So I use to go to work. Attend clients and come back do my offline job
no sleep and it fucked my health crazy. I started getting clients daily ...slowly and steadily I was getting distracted from work.
My ATD AT work was being questioned. I knew agar aisa chalta raha toh full time Indie banjaongi mei jo k humko nahi banna tha.Lekin majburi.
Abhi full demand mei thi Remya...Now it was time to break down and see the reality. Stardom girneika time agaya.Naya maal aya market mei.
aisa he chalta hai....every Indies is a official "Randi" after few FRS. isko toh sabnei liya hai...
Initially it was all good. It was a routine every morning I use to get up and give standard reply copy +paste
Remya
single
no anal no rimming
CIM, BJ allowed
5k 2 shots.
It started getting frustrating for me.It was getting boring...I use to tell myself whatta jhandd life.The one who introduced me had asked me to quit after 3 months.
lekin since I knew myself really well I kind of had an idea that I wouldn't be sticking to this even for a month. My numbers started
getting floated on different forums...I started getting calls for 500rs hahaha, 500 mei 1 shot..somewhere some asshole name 'Rahul Jaikar"
posted Remya comes for free all this started getting on my nerves. Someone had posted my pic calling me Lavdi Randi. Some who
liked me/ my service and met me twice thrice started posting shit against me. I was getting all the updates kyu k tumhari behen
nei 2 mahina sirf bed garam nahi kiya ....I had my friends giving me all the updates.so whatever was been written about me
was heartbreaking and demeaning. I was broken and completely destroyed. My confidence fell down and shattered. I has suicidal
thoughts but I looked at my parents and asked myself why? Why would I leave my parents sad for lifetime. Then I decided I will
quit this I am done. BTW I had already achieved my target I was anyways done and my time to quit was nearby. After a certain point even
I started attending clients like a mess. Mereko koi intrest nahi tha and I dont wish to be Indie again. I am not qualified
for such a tough job man. I have huge respect for girls I also have respect for men who treat these girls well.
You might be thinking easy money..Let me admit this is one of the toughest profession.
haven't you met girls who are mechanical in service. That is because mind body and soul all dead.
they dont feel kiss, passionate sex or lust...its just money on their mind.ghar chalana hai
school fees bharna hai..aise logoko milo , contribute Karo. Respect and treat them well.
I am here... I thought after resigning from the post of Indie. I shall start writing my thoughts and connecting with people.
feel free to ping if you face any issues in life...any stress, any issues bothering you.. I am here as a good friend. faltu ka backchodi
matt karna pasand nahi mereko. Kindly do not ping me for girlfriend, affair and vashikaran issues..Life is above all this shit.Please grow up.
Thankyou and goodnight.
see ya tomorrow.
Always keep in mind
- Love me or hate me, Iโm still gonna shine