I am scheduled for end of life cocktail in late January as I can no longer live with the nonstop pain to my penis that Ivana intentionally caused. I will never forget the incident either. She was the only woman available at that time of night when I came in. I was not particularly interested in seeing her but I went against my better instincts. As someone who was oftentimes molested as a child (and even teenager) this pain is too unbearable to have to go with life. I know the European mentality which thinks is so clever that she thought to just mutilate my penis and call it an accident. I would have stopped whatever she thought I was doing that was inappropriate and genuinely apologized. I just wanted an erotic massage. Anyway, I leave behind a few people who love me but I have been unable to overcome the nonstop pain and depression. Removal of my penis is not an option. If this was premierโs plan all along, please give congrats to Ivana and let her know that I forgive her. I forgiv